On Sunday, I
receive flowers from my neighbor. He came with friends here. For lunch. I was totally
embarrassed and my reaction was strange. I fell alone. I fell free. I am bad
dressed and I am fat. But sometimes I exaggerate because I don’t fell well for
Sergio. After he gone, I continued to talking with him like if he was with me. All
the time. When we moved, I meet him at the places that we used to go together.
But now he stays only in my rare dreams. I fell that he gone away forever. He
don’t stay there when I looking for him. I can’t listen him anymore. At the
moment that I receive those flowers, I was alone.
The
universe conspirers and all want to give me one more chance.
It does not
more only a canted, or a simple flirt. It is a chance to live my life. A chance to fall
in love. Again, or new, because, I'm no sure that I lived my own life before.
Then, I resolve
to give me a new chance. Maybe there is somebody, on somewhere… (Deepakghai)
First, I take
a time to me. I need to restore me. I will be better. I will be rebuilding me.
My new history ends to begins!
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